Gwen

gwendolynrose @ 2006-04-28T20:37:00

2006-04-29T03:45:19Z

Huh. Livejournal. I remember this, though apparently not my password. Thank goodness for lost password retrieval.

Hi, Felicity. I'm not dead. More than usual.

Developments: Elizabeth's apparently reverted to an accent. Fucking weird. Also...Eric's turned, which makes that level of fucking weird look like untramundane.

Elizabeth's sleeping with Ciaran, anyway. Not suprising, given that she thought he was trying to take over her territory, and he's so incredibly fucking out. Laura continues batshit insane, but Eric has kind of a touch with her. Brings back memories.

Oh, and some childe of Ciaran's crawled out of the woodwork. Marguerite? You remember anyone called Isolde? Anyway, we seem to be hanging around while she learns social skills and *English* again. Dunno when we'll be back. Check no one's broken into the gallery, would you?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-11-08T14:08:00

2005-11-08T22:11:34Z

Fucking hell! Ciaran, I thought she was getting better or--something. I wasn't even going to *leave* my cat at your house, it was going to live at the gallery. Half a day. Half a day! And she fucking eats it.

Why, universe? Why can't I have even a fucking *pet* without something *killing* it?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-10-18T16:48:00

2005-10-18T23:49:16Z

Georg? Are you free tonight? I promise no fangs whatsoever.

Assuming...Ciaran will let me?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-09-30T18:17:00

2005-10-01T01:16:10Z

A call from Elaine, of all people.
Huh. I hadn't thought she was interested enough to call. Of course, it has been quite a while.
I wonder if I'm too hungry to go out with her and leave her alone. Hm. I'm inclined to risk it. Boring tonight.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-09-27T22:14:00

2005-09-28T05:15:37Z

Mr. Fitzpatrick, perhaps you could indulge a curiosity of mine.
Jenny undoubtedly had her ways of making you uncomfortable when you behaved in ways she did not like. Would you care to enlighten us as to exactly what she did?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-09-19T16:35:00

2005-09-19T23:34:58Z

Ugh. Sleep disturbed by the phone. The nice boy calling, after our date on Saturday.

Wish I could better articulate my feelings on the subject. It was not so challenging to play the part of the nice Catholic girl even given mannerisms belonging to another persona that are fairly engrained by now. I *was* that girl once.
However, I am not that girl any longer, and playing it just makes that fact that much clearer. It--aches, after a while, to sit on the instincts that hard. Kills some remaining hope of ever going back, I suppose.
Still, I didn't blow him off entirely. Next full moon to consider, after all.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-09-06T16:32:00

2005-09-06T23:31:49Z

I very rarely indulge in memes, but given the answers given by others to this one, a example done by someone not afraid to use their cutting wit seemed necessary.

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Is strewn_petals single? Indeed not.
2) Would strewn_petals and jumping_jackie look good together? Oh, but Jackie is so *very* obsessively straight. Besides, who would want her?
3) Have you flirted with cajunclaws? But of course. Hopefully we'll be doing more than flirting quite soon.
4) What would jumping_jackie do differently in your shoes? Be dead, probably. You know, go into denial, end up frenzying, going on a rampage, getting put down. So, be dead, pretty much.
5) If madkit was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? Someone conservative, right wing, and celibate.
6) What exotic animal would cajunclaws like as a pet? Exotic? Jaime? He seems the more down to earth pet type to me.
7) Where was tookish_wolf born? How should I know?
8) Do you have redridingwolf's screenname? I failed to understand this question the first time I read it on another's quiz. I don't understand it now. That *is* Joan's screename.
9) Where would tookish_wolf most like to visit? Again with Felicity's questions given to me.
10) Is wildew dead sexy? No, silly quiz. *I* am dead sexy. Ciaran is dead sexy. Will is, perhaps, passably humanly handsome.
11) Does demoisellegrey smoke? Of course. No reason not to, when you can have the sexy with the the dying or the gross.
12) Does tookish_wolf travel a lot? Used to, didn't he? I think that's what Felicity said.
13) Does peppermintquark drink? Of course.
14) Is tookish_wolf an emo? I think not.
15) If strewn_petals took over the world, who would suffer? Bigots? She seems the idealistic type.
16) Do madkit and cajunclaws go to the same school? This quiz is annoyingly swayed to high schoolers.
17) What animal does jumping_jackie remind you of? A bitch. Oh, wait, that's not an animal.
18) Which of your friends should mattfitzpatrick go out with? Felicitywolf. Definitely. They're made for each other.
19) Is peppermintquark 1337? Certainly, but I doubt he epouses that particular system of measurement.
20) If mattfitzpatrick and jumping_jackie were siamese twins, where would they be joined? Oh, the mental image is precious. Nowhere for very long, before they slaughtered each other.
21) Has jumping_jackie dyed their hair? Indubitably, but I'm sure she thinks you can't tell.
22) What is jumping_jackie's favorite movie? Why should I know?
23) What comic book character would peppermintquark be? Oh, the scientist who puts the good of science above all and meddles with that *with which man was not meant to meddle*! definitely.
24) If paidpiper commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? Hearsay concerning her personality hardly enables me to answer this question effectively.
25) Is strewn_petals a college student? Student, no.
26) What is madkit's favorite color? And now, one of Matt's questions wanders onto my quiz...
27) What would shiny_brunette give madkit for his/her birthday? Something cute, I suspect.
28) What is paidpiper's favorite band/artist? See above. Really. This is slightly repetitive.
29) demoisellegrey's hair color? Auburn
30) What would you do if you found out peppermintquark has a crush on you? Awww...Fuck him some more.
31) What comic book character would jumping_jackie be? The helpless bimbo girlfriend.
32) Is jumping_jackie friends with wildew? I think the attacking him for having the ability to deal sort of precluded that.
33) Is tookish_wolf single? No.
34) Would redridingwolf and cajunclaws look good together? Of course! Such a cute incestuous picture.
35) What is paidpiper's favorite color? Don't know, don't care.
36) If mattfitzpatrick took over the world, who would be happy? Kit, probably.
37) Would felicitywolf go out with theciaran? I think he's a little too old for her taste.
38) Would you set up strewn_petals and redridingwolf? Aww. Perhaps.
39) If mattfitzpatrick and jumping_jackie were spliced together, what would be its name? Insanity.
40) If strewn_petals took over the world, who would suffer? Sadly, there is some overlap.
41) Would tookish_wolf and felicitywolf make a good couple? Well...honesty compels me to admit that the seem to.
42) Where did you first meet jumping_jackie? Hm. Sometime when I was at the house after she was let out of the basement.
43) Does felicitywolf go to your school? Enough of these questions.
44) Would you ever date strewn_petals? Possibly. She seems too sensible for my tastes.
45) Is demoisellegrey athletic? In a certain specific sense.
46) What do you agree with jumping_jackie about? Jaime is eminently fuckable.
47) Are paidpiper and redridingwolf going out? This quiz produces the pairings of hilarity and chaos. No, in fact, they are not.
48) What animal does wildew remind you of? Really, any of the wolves are impossible to answer that question for.
49) What mental disorder does demoisellegrey remind you of? I wouldn't presume.
50) Do cajunclaws and paidpiper go to the same school? High school, high school...
51) Does paidpiper have a dog? I really should have removed the girl from the list.
52) If redridingwolf and paidpiper were spliced together, what would it be like? A shy slut? An interesting experiment, I think we should try it.
53) Are jumping_jackie and madkit going steady? Oh, to see the look on Matt's face if *that* happened.
54) Does felicitywolf do drugs? On occasion back in Halfway.
55) Have you flirted with redridingwolf? Well, yes, but before a certain incident, so I think further such would be frowned upon.
56) Which of your friends should theciaran go out with? Me.
57) What is mattfitzpatrick allergic to? Chocolate. He certainly likes his vanilla, does the boy.
58) Is mattfitzpatrick your best friend? Certainly not.
59) Is jumping_jackie a college student? Not even before she ran off.
60) Is peppermintquark dead sexy? Perhaps I will not quibble with their choice of adjectives this time and say yes.
61) Where would tookish_wolf most like to visit? Had this one.
62) Is tookish_wolf an emo? And this.
63) Is jumping_jackie related to tookish_wolf? Nope. You're thinking of Kit.
64) When did you last call redridingwolf? Sometime before the incident, I think. I should try it again sometime, see if Will bristles as amusingly as the rest of them.
65) If jumping_jackie commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? Followers? Jackie?
66) Is redridingwolf popular? Well, depends on your definition of such. She certainly manages to have everyone worrying about her all the time.
67) How long would tookish_wolf dating shiny_brunette last? A fraction of a second, given orientations.
68) What is mattfitzpatrick's favorite band/artist? You know, that never came up in the pillow talk.
69) If felicitywolf had a superpower, what would it be? Responsibilty!
70) Is demoisellegrey related to you? Nope.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-08-08T22:58:00

2005-08-09T05:58:41Z

I expected to feel...freer, when Dante was dead. I suppose there was much that I laid at his door that was simply part of being a vampire--it was his fault I was turned, but it hardly goes away now he's dead. And he's not there to blame it on anymore, either. But I do feel safer. Like I can exist without looking over my shoulder.
As for Laura...how often can I think about how there but for the grace of God go I without driving myself insane with the cliche of it all? I didn't, for whatever reason, and I think she really is too far gone to save. Elizabeth said once that a lot of the others were like that too.

I'm reminded of a conversation I had a while ago. I never did find out how old Laura was. I was with Elizabeth in Europe at the time he first turned her. But she looks 14 in her scared moments, when she's not trying to kill me for killing the man she 'loved' in some twisted way. Who am I to whine about 17?
Perhaps Ciaran will succeed in rescuing her sanity, I don't know.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-07-28T19:06:00

2005-07-29T02:09:07Z

Ugh. As sweet as revenge is, being an ass for several days is *not*. My apologies to you, Georg. If you find yourself lacking in company from now on, my own less grating brand of charm has returned.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-07-24T18:30:00

2005-07-25T01:30:48Z

Hey, Georg. Wanna cash in your raincheck tonight? I find myself at loose ends.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-07-15T21:46:00

2005-07-16T04:46:58Z

Geeks...surrounded by *geeks*...
I want that one chick's outfit, though. Think it would suit me, Ciaran?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-06-27T21:26:00

2005-06-28T04:30:47Z

Hangover...mostly gone.
Sorry, guys about the drunkeness. Went a little overboard, there. Not that we seem to have minded where that ended up...
Speaking of that, sorry about the--weirdness, too. Those little presents from Dante I seriously don't really realize are there until something triggers the associations.

Random question, too--do either of you dream when you're drunk? I mean, I never dream during daylight hours, but this morning, I--vaguely remember something that couldn't have actually happened, so if that's not a dream, I don't know what is.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-06-23T17:30:00

2005-06-24T00:35:29Z

Well, awake now, though I did get to make fun of one of Joan's friends.
Now to the less enjoyable task of composing a reply to my charming sire. I'm not even sure if I should, but it hangs over me unanswered as it is. I feel like I would feel better to have name-dropped or attempted to find out how much he knows.
If I have permission for such, of course.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-06-21T21:23:00

2005-06-22T04:25:34Z

Ciaran, where are you tonight? I e-mailed you, so I guess there's not much point posting here too, but I need something to do...Fuck.
Just hurry up, all right?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-06-20T12:52:00

2005-06-20T19:56:18Z

Look at that. I'm awake. I wonder why that might be, Felicity?

I detest having plans be so up in the air. It makes me twitchy. If I'd known /earlier/, I could have made better arrangements for somewhere else to hang out. As it is, I am left with uncertainty.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-21T17:06:00

2005-04-22T00:13:37Z

Mmmmm...still full of warm, werewolfy goodness. Must remember to not manage to get to Seattle more often.
Much fun had by all last night, though some people are sadly repressed. Not my fault. Did my best to show the boy a good time, didn't I? And you know you want to do it again. I can be there right after dark, hm?
'Less Ciaran wants to call dibs on my particular skills for the whole night. Wouldn't want to neglect him.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-20T17:15:00

2005-04-21T00:18:31Z

Well, that's somethin' of a trip. Holy shit. Kinda like being high except not, ya know? Definitely not hungry anymore, though.
Kinda longin' for a bit of companionship, though. Ciaran? When ya gonna hurry up and get your ass home from work? I'd make do with the beautiful piece of ass already here with me, but leash-holders and all that.
'Less...hey, Kit? What time's your boy get off work?

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-20T16:17:00

2005-04-20T23:18:02Z

Please tell me the wolves haven't just wandered off with the car for night.
I'm fucking hungry, dammit.

Fucking wolves.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-12T17:19:00

2005-04-13T00:21:14Z

Careful, Ciaran, the praise will go to my head.
Not that the others didn't like my work, I did so much, they sort of took it for granted after a while. And Elizabeth always wanted me doing more scenery for the gallery, when we had it, because it sold better.
Scenery is disgustingly boring.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-12T08:40:00

2005-04-12T15:40:24Z

Jesus Christ.
It's not that I'm not sympathetic to the Fuzzball. I know she's really worried about her 'pack', but there are far too many pissed off werewolves in this house for my peace of mind. And Matt seems like he's very close to withdrawing my friend of Felicity's vamp dispensation just to have something to pound. And its not like they, you know, slept like normal people.

So now I'm awake, and it's daylight, *and* I'm hungry. Didn't manage to find the privacy for more than a few mouthfuls when I went with Ciaran to pick the new werewolf (because we needed more in here...)

Fucking no one to draw in here either. Meredith was just being a dork, but sometimes the impulse takes me when I haven't for a while.
Wish it wasn't daylight. I want charchoals. It wasn't something I didn't think to buy when I first got here. Wasn't exactly thinking about it at the time.

Yes, anonymous telemarketer. Call when the wolves are waiting for someone else to call. I can hear the scramble for the phone and the growling from here.

Fucking hell. Should go try to charm them a little, calm 'em down a bit. Maybe get a bite in while I am at it. Fucking hungry.

gwendolynrose @ 2005-04-08T14:55:00

2005-04-08T21:56:59Z

Fucking sunlight. Can't sleep, hungry, now I'm awake.
Ciaran? Where am I allowed to fed around this town? I wanna leave right after dark, don't know what time you get back.